Monday, December 20, 2010
Dreamy land
Friday, December 10, 2010
The M.A.C world
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Grand Returning
Oh yeah
Obviously
I'm survived from the 'word limits' land
but I was sad and worried
because I did a stupid and serious mistake in my most 'major' essay
(FYI, that paper cost me 60% of the unit)
What I can do now is pray super hard and hope my lecture won't fail me.
(FYI again, she is very strict and taking that paper very serious)
And I really need/appreciate you guys crossed fingerrrsss for me
=((
Putting the never ended story aside
let's move on to something more hipppppy.
The kampung boy gave me the surprise gift already
An Ipod Touch 4G
Fish Eye effect
Now I know why everytime I approach to aquarium,
those fishes will drift away instantly,
looks abit scary I mean for fishes.
I have to admit, he was right, I like this very much
and I have to say this gadget is very useful if you use it correctly
I have downloaded some apps for improving language,
hope things will work out.
Anyway, Apple/Mac is not a user-friendly device,
you need to learn from the start for every little single thing.
But the feeling of have a touch of high-tech is amazing though.
After I left the words limit land,
life is dull and empty.
I hate this kind of feeling
and
I believe everyone of us has gone through this before.
Waiting for my gang to finish their finals to go for a little trip.
So many places I wanna visit to before I leave the Truly Asia land.
Where am I going?
That's the secret I'll never tell..now!
xD
By the way, I love GossipGirl!
Guess because I'm one of those gossip girlsss in the world.
Hahahahha.
Take care from now and before we meet again.
Au revoir!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Gone Invisible
Just a post before I officially disappear for 3 weeks.
Gotta buried by assignments again.
Pimples, I hope you wont come to attack me again.
I promised I'll be back after 3 weeks,
coz I'll be officially ended my 2nd Yr, 1st Sem at that moment.
Time flies.
I still remember the 1st day of my orientation.
And the 1st time I got back my assignment.
xD
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Actually something bad happened, really bad.
And I feel more terrible when I feel that I can't help anything.
Thanks the kampung boy for being my side during all these hard times.
He promised me something sweet
unfortunately
I have no faith, for anything, at this moment.
And he keeps reminding he bought me sth
which he 100% I'll like it to the max
Oh dear,
this is the time when I should start worry
about what he had bought.
Haha.
He said I'll get it after I submitted all my essays
which means 3 weeks later.
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Anyway,
Breath In Breath Out
Breath In Breath Out
I'm not giving birth.
I'm taking a deep breath to move forward.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
温习周杰伦
这个词不是从我这里来的
Image from Google
从不认为自己是周杰伦的super fans
但是
认真想想
把他十年来的歌都播一播的话
倒是总会有几首能跟着哼/唱出来
随之而来的
是一连串断断续续的回忆
出现的可能是初二上毛笔课时的情景
也可能是那其中一个写着日记的无数深夜
又或者是尝试跟着唱刁钻歌词的傍晚
........
代表的远远超过一个创作歌手而已
当然,是在某种程度上
所以说
有些人有些事
可能只有自己理解其中的意义而已
如果别人不懂或没有尝试理解
那么
就当作是自己跟自己的一种默契或者暗号吧
哈哈
在今天这个倾于过度舒服的一天
温习着周杰伦
这些'随之而来'都令人觉得舒服
:)
Monday, August 16, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
July in a nutshell
First of all, Yes and finally my dear little HP netbook is here!
I got it 2 days before my new semester start, in a Saturday morning when I was still huddle together with my blanket.
Nothing much to say about the trip,
Genting was as boring as usual and Bkt. Tinggi was not as fun I expected,
however it was a super duper relaxing break.
I feel so refreshed after the trip yet not so ready for the commencing of new semester =[
We cook dinner together and since both of us are newbies to kitchen,
it took us quite a long time to get everything prepared =P
By the way, I like this so much
because dear Moon was just right above us =D
I was so scared to approach the black swan, typical city-grown child I guess.
After that, semester starts which almost equal to lifeless life is started again.
Haha.
But luckily I have friends and what a friend does is
bring lively and vivid elements into my boring lifeless life.
*love*
Oh ya!
I'm 20 now, therefore I need to try/ urge myself to do something that I've never tried before.
Life is short and time flies.
Right?
So what are the 'something'?
Will reveal in my next post.
See ya!
:)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Chanel Movies
except that I did catch up with couples of movies.
Movie, just like usual, inspires thousand million people on the earth,and sometimes it so hard to believe those vastly infused product placement's movies will do inspired people.
Back to topic, movie, I watched 2, precisely, 1 and a half French movies, with some topic surrounds a lady called Gabrielle Coco Chanel, the founder of 'Chanel'.
Coco avant Chanel was a movie that I watched in GSC during the French movie festival. Not to hide my intention, I wanna watch it because it's a Chanel movie and I have kind of curious to explore the brand of Chanel.
Why 1 and a half?
Because 'Coco Chanel' is American made and the French are all spoke English.
lol
What I really wanna tell is what people should learn is not the name but the spirit behind.
Are these two pieces are commercial movies?
Definitely, the whole movie is full of Chanel.
However, commercial movie doesn't mean you have nothing to gain except of being entertained.
For me, she is a legendary.
The first ever lady who told the other ladies to dress, behave, live for themselves but not to please the men. Haha!
Don't misunderstanding this is a feminist post, all the things that I told could be adopted on both sex, twist abit then you'll figure out.
The most impressive dialogues in Coco Chanel were
'Freedom will never be old-fashioned' and 'I'm the one who decide the material'.
True enough!
And for your info, she was the first who introduced the color of 'black' to the formal occasion, back then in ten decades ago, people were still so abstained from using black.
What I have really been inspired is,
we decide what we want and we define things not things define us.
Maybe Emily was right,
France is a place surrounded with the spirit of revolution!
Good luck to her plan of getting France!
And thanks for her recommendation for me to watch Coco avant Chanel when I ask for her suggestion.
:)
Friday, July 2, 2010
When it comes to last day of June
30/6
After a month settle down and moved back to my house,
I’m still haven’t finished packed my stufffffsss.
Therefore,
when it comes to end of June,
nothing much special to tell yet,
for me,
my holidays haven't officially started.
Somehow being a cancer,
sometimes I just wanna stick at my house instead of going out
although I'm so dead bored!
x.x
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不收拾我也不知道,原来我有蛮多书的,只是之前都被收了起来~
之前毛跟YY讲我是文人,也许也不无道理! xDDDDD
收着收着风靡一时、好久不见的Hello Kitty也来跟我say hello了
原来我有那么多的哦 o.0 (全部都是当年麦记推出的merchandise)
现在就’带子大条’我不懂要放在哪里. ADuh~
当然啦,在纸箱里的还有很多以前的记忆.
天啊~收拾杂物=收拾回忆. Ariel之前都已经讲过了.
‘感性浪漫’ 的我XD竟然可以看到一些物品的时候
不花超过三秒的时间就把它往垃圾箱挥去,带有点毫不留恋那种
手挥了出去之后,我却反问我自己 ‘那么舍得?’
想了两秒,我就中断了思考,继续把手往垃圾箱挥去.
是我变了?既不念旧..又……..不感性?
我收起了凯欣给我的生日卡,毛给我的圣诞卡, 反正就所有别人送的卡
从初中到高中的学校日记,成绩册,还有所有朋友送的小礼物
我收了所有可以拼凑出‘我’和纪念着‘你们’的东西 =)
那被我往垃圾箱挥的那些算是什么?
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I love holidays,
"I'm enjoying the break.. It's nice waking up with nothing to worry about" (Fatin, 2010).
haha.
back to pack and unpack my stufffffsss again.
:D
Thursday, June 10, 2010
庸人自扰
不管在生活上课业上
我们常常都会庸人自扰
而忘记了
庸人自扰常常只会让我们输在起跑点上
所以
不如放开心胸
大胆尝试
或许结果就是那么意想不到
是好是坏
都是成就以及带出另一个你
哈哈
所以我也别那么庸人自扰
专心考试还有过生活吧
:)
Monday, May 3, 2010
Dreamer
Some did come true and some will never.
There are lots that I need or want to achieve
somehow
some are clueless for me to kick off with.
However
I didn't give up of dreaming
and I believe
I'll never give up to dream as much as I can.
Because
I'm a dreamer who born-to-be.
Don't laugh.
Dreams might come true in someday.
Not only mine but ours.
=)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I'll never learn
Week 8 now, which means this semester is gonna end very very soon, and that is why I'm attacked by stress recently.
Actually I am kinda sad, because I couldn't see my 'eye candy' after this semester. xDD
Let see how packed my submissions are.
6/5- International Studies, 1500 words
12/5- Communication, 2000 words
13/5-Marketing, 1000 words
14/5-Film Studies, 2500 words
God DAMN it!
I don't feel like I do have enough time to complete all these individual works on time.
There are So so so so SO packed!!
I'll never learn to focus.
I'll never learn to make use of time.
I'll never learn to 'zen' myself in the mal-condition.
I'll never learn to not repeating things that I swore not to repeat last time.
And, the worst part is when I'm attacking by stress,
my brain couldn't function properly.
And the hot weather makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and distracted.
How could I process in these ways? ='<
Perhaps I should visit library more in order to complete my assignments on time and, at the same time, enjoy the freezing air-cond there, since I couldn't focus at home. ;)
Sunday, April 18, 2010
=(
我回回令我舒服的东方
那种含蓄的表达
好让我可以静静地写完这篇东西
可是
当我受够了你
我却不知我该往哪边走去
因为你的恶心是无处不在
你的邪恶是遍布四方
无论我转到哪
你的丑陋还是令人觉得有点可悲的可怕
就算回到我专属的港口
他的单纯也是溶化我片刻的不安定
而不是打从心里的疙瘩
实在有够
恶心
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Nighmare
It's so rare~
I got 2 nightmares in a same night yet I'm not a often 'dreamer'.
And every time I cried till waken up from the nightmare.
Is it a foreboding?
Please don't.
I'm gonna get back one of my essays today.
=(
Anyway today would be a hard day for me, I guess,
coz people said you are not really rested if you dream.
And I dream twice.
='(
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Management
Why? HAHA~
Maybe you couldn't believe it but it's true, I'm a solitary sort of fellow, I mean sometimes.
'Sometimes' included when I wanna work on my works, write my blog, place myself in ZEN mode, think/imagine about my future, listen to those relaxing songs, sing along songs and so forth....
I really enjoy the time when I have been isolated in my own little space; and this is the only time that I can utilize my time or work things out better.
Unfortunately, I didn't own my own room/space=(
I've been having a 'room-mate' since I was young.
And the another sad story was, I used to live in a single-storey townhouse, therefore I can hear what exactly on the TV when I was in my room and wanted to do my works.
Those temptations were too much for me.
And then, after hours of fighting with the angel and evil on my head, finally, the TV was switched off and my peaceful little world came at the same time.
However, it only lasted for 5 minutes. Because my room-mate will come into 'our' room and lie on the bed.
Have I forgotten to tell that, my 'room-mate' is the coach potato who always sit in front of the TV and claim that she is too old to listen to the volume that I set and keep turning the volume up? ==
Glad that my house is under renovation now, I'm going to own my own room and little space.
And hopefully there is no more reasons for me to not manage my time well after this.
Except that, after owning a room, there is no more reasons to blame others make my belongings lost. And there is no more reasons for me not to keep my room tidy and neat all the time.
Most importantly, there is no more reasons for me to start on my works after everyone slept.
HAHA.
p/s: Maybe I really got some problems, I really need things to go with the ways that I wanted them to be.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Arghhhhh
This is what exactly I did just now, right after trying to search for books by the library website.
OH MY GOD!
Why the essay title look so easy(compare with others) but when you wanna kick a start on it, it is so CLUELESS.
ADUHHHHHH!!
Sem 2 already, I dont know why I still cant get used to arrange those massive and messy information while trying to do the essay.
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You know what, recently I keep thinking about those questions which I used to give a very strong and confident answer to my parents before I start my course. I remember my answer was like
"I dont want to take Business course, it's very boring and Arts is more suitable for me. I wanted to do Arts, I'm not a business kind..."etc, like what you can imagine now.
Initially, I wanna do language major but since my uni din offer any in this campus, so I just switch myself to my second choice- International Studies. But recently I just really wonder whether have I make a wrong decision? Although until now I dont really feel like I will be happier in business.
hoiyor~OK LAH.
Perhaps, I just so enough about those wars!
PLEASE LAH. Stop war history, it's killing me.
I live suffocatingly under history, esp war history.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Decision
would be making decision
Unfortunately
there are sooo many things have to be decided
From trivial decision in our daily life
to
the decisive decision which could totally change our life
We always have to decide something
mostly by ourselves
especially when we are old enough
See!
Growing up has nothing good
However I wonder
why decision is so hard for us to make?
Is it that all of us are timid?
Probably.
Timid on being blamed
Timid on facing the consequences
More importantly,
I guess
we are timid on admitting we are wrong
Sunday, March 7, 2010
得闲饮野
聊生活
我的也许比谁都无趣
新学期开始了
感觉比之前的学期自在了些
熟悉环境了嘛
朋友说她即将去考法文了
令我想起我的韩文 瑜伽 韩式烹饪 到现在还在waiting list上有待完成
呵呵
所以今天不聊生活啦
哈哈
来聊聊酒
哈哈
喝一杯并不是最近才惹上的习惯
很久之前
我就喜欢小酌小酌
只是碍于年龄
才不敢放肆
哈哈
也不是说会喝得烂醉
只是小酌
让身体热一热
以酒来说
啤酒是比较不讨我喜欢的
它的气、残留的酒味令人很不舒服
然后到红酒
那个苦涩
还有有些是苦得来辣辣的
我也没很喜欢
可能是还没真正喝过
一流的红酒吧
反倒是
鸡尾酒、Shot
令我觉得蛮自在的
哈哈
鸡尾酒
用各种不同的味道
混合成一杯甜苦参半的饮料
承托上有时连念也念不出的名字
真的很特别
上次朋友喝了一杯里面有'菜'的咧
哈哈哈
其实是香草拉
至于shot
就只是烈酒掺汽水/果汁而已
可是一样赢得我的芳心
哈哈哈
因为它也是苦甜参半
而好的酒不会被汽水/果汁抢去风头
就算它在味蕾上不留下任何痕迹
当它入侵你的身体
你一定会感觉得到
ermmmm
看起来
aiyarrr
不知道为什么
我觉得我喜欢喝这两种酒是跟我性格有关的
只是到现在我还没找出那个‘奥妙’
哈哈哈哈
朋友
得闲饮野
xDDDD
Monday, February 22, 2010
我就是这么样的一个人
被摇摆的爵士音乐弄得我想着
自己跟朋友在纽约
在气氛佳的爵士音乐酒吧
听着诱人的爵士
喝着鸡尾酒
穿着裙子
拍着手掌鼓励台上的歌手
碰一碰酒杯
干了一杯
走在街上是永不灭灯的纽约街道
街上是一辆辆的黄色的士
还有
传闻中的沟渠'香'
配合着我漂浮的脚步
唱着刚才的爵士乐
走着回酒店
然后
躺在床上
笑着笑着
然后然后
发觉
梦还有一段路
我就是这么样的一个人
爱听故事
不爱流泪
爱吃东西
不愿花钱
喜欢听人唱歌
喜欢自己唱歌
浪漫的歌
我就是这么样的一个人
喜欢跟人说着自己的故事
说着怎么让电卷棒烫伤了下巴
怎样长了痘痘
怎样喝醉
新试的面膜好不好用
谁谁谁唱歌很好听
谁谁谁讲话很好笑
谁谁谁人很好
云顶行用了很多钱却没有很尽兴
反正做自己真的很舒服
也原来
我身边也有听我故事的人
很喜欢你们
也爱你们当你们在我说之前
就知道我是这么样的一个人
=)
Monday, February 15, 2010
老歌
这个情况
让我深深体会
新的东西不一定好
新的东西包装好
令人有焕然一新的感觉
然而
播出来的
只是重量不重质的敷衍
就这样
又重头投入旧歌的怀抱
啦啦啦啦啦~
在新的一年开始之际
旧的还是比较受欢迎
万象复旧
心里有种说不出的澎湃
无聊的新年
>___<
想要跟我的SPT疯狂去
Saturday, February 13, 2010
酒后遗症
那片刻的无我
然而
我却不喜欢它带来的后遗症
一整天的不舒服
24小时的无精打采
当它在我身上猛烈的流动时
我无法思考
无法完全睁开双眼看看酒后的世界
然而
耳边定会传来朋友们看见的世界
后遗症
也使我无法分辨对与错
那就让我含糊带过那个我错过的世界吧
呵呵
不知道是原本就是这样
还是被酒精挡住了思维线
因为到此刻
我还是无法好好思考
好啦
Frankly, the way that I celebrated the coming of Chinese New Year Eve
is CRAZY~
朋友们
希望你们幸福
或者自私点地说
希望你们以我所希望看见的方式幸福
咔咔咔咔咔
=)
Love U alllll~~^^
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
就那几秒
不管是以蓝天白云的天空
还是黑漆漆的夜空
为背景
总好像在向全世界展现她的威严
白天
既是如此高傲
督促着必须辛勤工作的人们
夜晚
却是如此亲和
像摇篮拥抱着我们这些像蚂蚁般小的子民
每次看到这些图片
就自然而然觉得自己很渺小
哈哈
就那几秒
真的会感慨说
既然我们是那么无助
可能会被自己盖的高楼压死
可能会被我们发明的汽车撞死
我们还真的不需要那么执著
凡事量力而为就好
不然到头来
也是
一场空
就那几秒
=)
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出国的朋友回来了
回国的朋友出国了
人来人往
繁忙的机场
也是个好地方
=v=
ding DOng~
Saturday, January 23, 2010
The man who can't be moved
记得朋友告诉我
华语歌没有'oom'的
英文歌比较有'oom'
哈哈
我只知道
if there is a man who is not going to move
when he is waiting for a mere possibility of a nearly impossibility,
there is where romance is.
Haha.
A romance which is not so real in life.
Pampering myself in those English love songs recently
=)
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感觉好像经历了一段岁月
撕了数本的日历
但其实算起来
也没有想象中的'历史悠久'
从不经意的开始
到现在的安稳
为什么
我总觉得那么理所当然?
呵呵
Maybe it's because
-The man who won't be moved-
xDDDDD