Monday, December 28, 2009

Summary

Sometimes I wonder, is it that we have to try our best to figure the outcome once we had made a decision, whether it seems good or not?
Or else it just another dilemma that we could not get an satisfied answer?

Back to my life. Yup, ordinary like usual.
Paid a trip to Singapore, a so-called adventure trip because we went there without prior research, Singapore is not a hard place to travel though. Happy but tired, actually I have no ideas why the trip is so tiring.
And I met the kind of taxi driver mentioned in "Taxi Tales".
For the author, taxi drivers are not simple or ordinary, they all are driving philosopher who will have their own point of views and they will always share with their passengers.
The one that I met is a philosopher who major in international relationship, particularly in the relation of Malaysia and Singapore. lol
I'm not going to deny his points which are really true, however it just kinda...swt. Just like the author, she always has her OS in heart when she's listening to the driving philosopher and so do I.

"Uncle, I know you are really nice and sharing these info with us but could you please introduce us more places to visit instead?" lol

The construction in Singapore are architectural and well-designed. Even when you stand on the middle of the road at the middle of the night, I feel that I'm secured.
It's a nice place to visit and before I entered to the cabin, my OS turned to

" I'll be back, S'pore" ;)


Monday, December 7, 2009

It's ending..

Is it that when things are coming to the end, people will eventually get depressed easily?
Even in the season like Christmas which supposed to be joyful and cheerful?

I suddenly realized.
I'm not happy..for a long time, a really long time.
I've already forgotten, when was my laughing that makes me feel crazy.
It's pitiful.
And when I saw my friends' photos, those are what life should be when life is short.

糟糕

生活没有想象中的如意
甚至可以用糟糕来形容

一分,真的是一分而已
我就跟ptptn说了再见
对不起爸妈
我没有能力减轻你们的负担
对不起

至于工作
销售量不好
天时与地利不合
可是
上级要的不是理由不是吗

至于你
常常要你忍受我漂浮不安的情绪
这样的一个女友不也是糟糕吗

搬到暂住的家
上不了网
这个是再糟糕不过的事了



圣诞来了
买了份礼物给自己
这么会花钱
实在是奢侈得不得了

可是原来花钱也是买不到开心的=)