July in a nutshell

It has been a month since my last blog post.

My laziness always drag me on updating and sharing my life here.

First of all, Yes and finally my dear little HP netbook is here!
I got it 2 days before my new semester start, in a Saturday morning when I was still huddle together with my blanket.

And Mr. D and I paid a short visit to Genting and Bukit Tinggi to 'celebrate' my 20th birthday.
Nothing much to say about the trip,
Genting was as boring as usual and Bkt. Tinggi was not as fun I expected,
however it was a super duper relaxing break.
I feel so refreshed after the trip yet not so ready for the commencing of new semester =[



We cook dinner together and since both of us are newbies to kitchen,
it took us quite a long time to get everything prepared =P


By the way, I like this so much
because dear Moon was just right above us =D




I was so scared to approach the black swan, typical city-grown child I guess.

After that, semester starts which almost equal to lifeless life is started again.
Haha.
But luckily I have friends and what a friend does is
bring lively and vivid elements into my boring lifeless life.
*love*

Oh ya!
I'm 20 now, therefore I need to try/ urge myself to do something that I've never tried before.
Life is short and time flies.
Right?

So what are the 'something'?
Will reveal in my next post.
See ya!
:)

Chanel Movies

This holidays I seem ain't do anything meaningful,
except that I did catch up with couples of movies.

Movie, just like usual, inspires thousand million people on the earth,and sometimes it so hard to believe those vastly infused product placement's movies will do inspired people.

Back to topic, movie, I watched 2, precisely, 1 and a half French movies, with some topic surrounds a lady called Gabrielle Coco Chanel, the founder of 'Chanel'.

Coco avant Chanel

Coco avant Chanel was a movie that I watched in GSC during the French movie festival. Not to hide my intention, I wanna watch it because it's a Chanel movie and I have kind of curious to explore the brand of Chanel.

Coco Chanel

Coco Chanel was the movie that I deliberately noticed in PPS (the best friend of human being xD); actually there is another one Chanel movie that I haven't watched yet but I don't think I'll watch it since it's a secret love story of Coco Chanel and a musician.

Why 1 and a half?
Because 'Coco Chanel' is American made and the French are all spoke English.
lol

What I really wanna tell is what people should learn is not the name but the spirit behind.
Are these two pieces are commercial movies?
Definitely, the whole movie is full of Chanel.
However, commercial movie doesn't mean you have nothing to gain except of being entertained.

For me, she is a legendary.
The first ever lady who told the other ladies to dress, behave, live for themselves but not to please the men. Haha!
Don't misunderstanding this is a feminist post, all the things that I told could be adopted on both sex, twist abit then you'll figure out.

The most impressive dialogues in Coco Chanel were
'Freedom will never be old-fashioned' and 'I'm the one who decide the material'.
True enough!
And for your info, she was the first who introduced the color of 'black' to the formal occasion, back then in ten decades ago, people were still so abstained from using black.
What I have really been inspired is,
we decide what we want and we define things not things define us.

Maybe Emily was right,
France is a place surrounded with the spirit of revolution!
Good luck to her plan of getting France!
And thanks for her recommendation for me to watch Coco avant Chanel when I ask for her suggestion.
:)

When it comes to last day of June

30/6

After a month settle down and moved back to my house,

I’m still haven’t finished packed my stufffffsss.

Therefore,

when it comes to end of June,

nothing much special to tell yet,

for me,

my holidays haven't officially started.

Somehow being a cancer,

sometimes I just wanna stick at my house instead of going out

although I'm so dead bored!

x.x

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不收拾我也不知道，原来我有蛮多书的，只是之前都被收了起来~

之前毛跟YY讲我是文人，也许也不无道理! xDDDDD

收着收着风靡一时、好久不见的Hello Kitty也来跟我say hello了

原来我有那么多的哦 o.0 (全部都是当年麦记推出的merchandise)

中西式婚礼

现在就’带子大条’我不懂要放在哪里. ADuh~

当然啦，在纸箱里的还有很多以前的记忆.

天啊~收拾杂物=收拾回忆. Ariel之前都已经讲过了.

‘感性浪漫’ 的我XD竟然可以看到一些物品的时候

不花超过三秒的时间就把它往垃圾箱挥去，带有点毫不留恋那种

手挥了出去之后，我却反问我自己 ‘那么舍得?’

想了两秒，我就中断了思考，继续把手往垃圾箱挥去.

是我变了?既不念旧..又……..不感性?

我收起了凯欣给我的生日卡，毛给我的圣诞卡, 反正就所有别人送的卡

从初中到高中的学校日记，成绩册，还有所有朋友送的小礼物

我收了所有可以拼凑出‘我’和纪念着‘你们’的东西 =)

那被我往垃圾箱挥的那些算是什么?

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I love holidays,

"I'm enjoying the break.. It's nice waking up with nothing to worry about" (Fatin, 2010).

haha.

back to pack and unpack my stufffffsss again.

:D

庸人自扰

不管在生活上课业上

我们常常都会庸人自扰

而忘记了

庸人自扰常常只会让我们输在起跑点上

所以

不如放开心胸

大胆尝试

或许结果就是那么意想不到

是好是坏

都是成就以及带出另一个你

哈哈

所以我也别那么庸人自扰

专心考试还有过生活吧

:)

Dreamer

I'm a person who have tons of dream.
Some did come true and some will never.

There are lots that I need or want to achieve
somehow
some are clueless for me to kick off with.

However
I didn't give up of dreaming
and I believe
I'll never give up to dream as much as I can.

Because
I'm a dreamer who born-to-be.

Don't laugh.
Dreams might come true in someday.

Not only mine but ours.

=)

I'll never learn

Here I am, for ranting again.

Week 8 now, which means this semester is gonna end very very soon, and that is why I'm attacked by stress recently.
Actually I am kinda sad, because I couldn't see my 'eye candy' after this semester. xDD

Let see how packed my submissions are.

6/5- International Studies, 1500 words
12/5- Communication, 2000 words
13/5-Marketing, 1000 words
14/5-Film Studies, 2500 words

God DAMN it!
I don't feel like I do have enough time to complete all these individual works on time.
There are So so so so SO packed!!

I'll never learn to focus.
I'll never learn to make use of time.
I'll never learn to 'zen' myself in the mal-condition.
I'll never learn to not repeating things that I swore not to repeat last time.

And, the worst part is when I'm attacking by stress,
my brain couldn't function properly.
And the hot weather makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and distracted.

How could I process in these ways? ='<



Perhaps I should visit library more in order to complete my assignments on time and, at the same time, enjoy the freezing air-cond there, since I couldn't focus at home. ;)

=(

当我受够了西方的吵杂
我回回令我舒服的东方
那种含蓄的表达
好让我可以静静地写完这篇东西

可是
当我受够了你
我却不知我该往哪边走去
因为你的恶心是无处不在
你的邪恶是遍布四方
无论我转到哪
你的丑陋还是令人觉得有点可悲的可怕

就算回到我专属的港口
他的单纯也是溶化我片刻的不安定
而不是打从心里的疙瘩


实在有够
恶心

Nighmare

Hopefully bad thing will not come.
It's so rare~
I got 2 nightmares in a same night yet I'm not a often 'dreamer'.
And every time I cried till waken up from the nightmare.
Is it a foreboding?

Please don't.
I'm gonna get back one of my essays today.
=(

Anyway today would be a hard day for me, I guess,
coz people said you are not really rested if you dream.
And I dream twice.
='(

Management

Management, specifically time management, is always a hard task for me.
Why? HAHA~
Maybe you couldn't believe it but it's true, I'm a solitary sort of fellow, I mean sometimes.
'Sometimes' included when I wanna work on my works, write my blog, place myself in ZEN mode, think/imagine about my future, listen to those relaxing songs, sing along songs and so forth....
I really enjoy the time when I have been isolated in my own little space; and this is the only time that I can utilize my time or work things out better.

Unfortunately, I didn't own my own room/space=(
I've been having a 'room-mate' since I was young.

And the another sad story was, I used to live in a single-storey townhouse, therefore I can hear what exactly on the TV when I was in my room and wanted to do my works.
Those temptations were too much for me.
And then, after hours of fighting with the angel and evil on my head, finally, the TV was switched off and my peaceful little world came at the same time.
However, it only lasted for 5 minutes. Because my room-mate will come into 'our' room and lie on the bed.

Have I forgotten to tell that, my 'room-mate' is the coach potato who always sit in front of the TV and claim that she is too old to listen to the volume that I set and keep turning the volume up? ==

Glad that my house is under renovation now, I'm going to own my own room and little space.
And hopefully there is no more reasons for me to not manage my time well after this.
Except that, after owning a room, there is no more reasons to blame others make my belongings lost. And there is no more reasons for me not to keep my room tidy and neat all the time.
Most importantly, there is no more reasons for me to start on my works after everyone slept.
HAHA.


p/s: Maybe I really got some problems, I really need things to go with the ways that I wanted them to be.

Arghhhhh

Pwuuuuuuuuuuu~
This is what exactly I did just now, right after trying to search for books by the library website.

OH MY GOD!
Why the essay title look so easy(compare with others) but when you wanna kick a start on it, it is so CLUELESS.

ADUHHHHHH!!
Sem 2 already, I dont know why I still cant get used to arrange those massive and messy information while trying to do the essay.

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You know what, recently I keep thinking about those questions which I used to give a very strong and confident answer to my parents before I start my course. I remember my answer was like

"I dont want to take Business course, it's very boring and Arts is more suitable for me. I wanted to do Arts, I'm not a business kind..."etc, like what you can imagine now.

Initially, I wanna do language major but since my uni din offer any in this campus, so I just switch myself to my second choice- International Studies. But recently I just really wonder whether have I make a wrong decision? Although until now I dont really feel like I will be happier in business.

hoiyor~OK LAH.
Perhaps, I just so enough about those wars!
PLEASE LAH. Stop war history, it's killing me.
I live suffocatingly under history, esp war history.