Time @ Final Countdown

Time flies.
Time and tide wait for no man.
And finally, it's time to have final exam.
I don't know what can I do in this very last minutes.
Currently, I'm in final countdown-ing.
My 1st paper, the very adorable Psychology, will be held in this coming Friday, after lunch,1.30pm.
Will it be a lovely Friday's afternoon? HOPE SO.

I wonder why before and after exam, students are always surrounded by the feelings of guilty, regret and the always unsolved questions.
'I should have started earlier' ' I should have on schedule'
'why i'm this lazy' 'why why WHY'...blah blah blah..
Why don't we bear these questions and feelings on mind and avoid ourself trapping into the muddy time's trap again?
Why we always choose to stay in the revolving door- keep repeating 'the final tragedy'?
Of course, I'm always is one of those typical students, seems like I kena cursed.
It's a good time to ask myself, 'why'.

After all these craps, back to reality...
1 and 1/2 days more..
Wish me LUCK!
Wish you all LUCK too.

Brave to live in Reality

I like my friends who always means both teacher and friend to me.Unfortunately, not everyone could own that position in my heart.Yet, once you owned that position, it's quite hard for me to sack you away. xD

In my last post, he said living in the past will make us vulnerable.True. I know that.
Meanwhile, I realize that I'm not brave enough to stay brave and strong.Hence, I'm not good enough to achieve what a stronger could achieve.Ironically, being a stronger is what I wanna to be.
I do set goals, and I really put some efforts to achieve them.Although the results are not satisfying, due to the reason that the insufficient efforts,but at least I do try, unlike in the past, keep nagging and do nothing.I promise myself to do better in the coming future.

I hope I can live in reality, as strong as you all.But the loneliness that I felt sometimes, killing me softly and demolishing what I have done.It's regrettable, but I have to admit that I'm as brave/ tough as I thought.

Fortunately, I still have you guys.
Right? =)

Don't worry, I'll really try to be brave to live in reality.Reality is harsh, vulnerable me will try, really really do try.

1st step is, coping with loneliness!

Wish me Luck! xD
And thanks~everyone~in my life~

统考 · 学期考

这是去年的这个时候
我在书轩
让眼镜与商业课本合照的画面

今天来到这里
人一样不多
服务一样周到
冷气还是一样冷
饮料还是一样浓稀参半

只是我的眼镜
不能只是跟一本课本合照
它必须与更多的东西去描绘去
现在的我
还有我们

更厚的课本
但却少了战友的陪伴

一起熬夜
一起准备明天的测验
已经变成
独自熬夜
独自准备明天的测验

手机也不会在深夜
收到战友的一封 '进展如何?' 信息
更没有互相叫对方起身的来电

今天的书轩
也有不少人在准备统考
就像我们去年这段时间一样

该死的
让我想起
我去年的生活
就很自然的
好怀念

好想待在书轩到傍晚
然后到isetan去抢购半价便当
明天带去学校吃

可是
该死的laptop
我害怕走在不完全安全也不完全危险的金三角时
要跟它说再见

成长的代价
就是
我不能再抢购半价便当??
哈
_____________________________________

回忆
为何总是那么美好

纵使
那段时间
是那么难挨过

如果让回忆继续在脑里翩翩起舞
我也好想在毕业晚会
好好地
再一次
牵着朋友们的手
胡乱地再跳一次
然后
又再一次
看着友人点放的烟火
多么美丽
多么灿烂

=)

哇哇叫

哈哈
我的生活
总是跟是非挂钩
其实也不是什么新东西
只是最近回顾了这段时间的生活
然后
拖到现在才来写而已

'哇'
惊讶地一叫或两叫
总是在某个八卦后出现
哈哈

八卦、是非
这是我们的天性吗?
如果是
我觉得也跟我们的外表一样
有显性基因和隐性基因之分

有些人静静的
可是
储藏室里有很多不为人知的‘好料’
有些人很聒噪
叽叽喳喳
可是说来说去也还不是那两样
在这种情况中
我会假设
他/她只是在套我的资料
哈哈

可是哦
其实我并没有很八卦
只是八卦会找上门
然后
可能是我的组织能力还不错
就能把A说的
跟B说的连一连
然后大家就觉得我是雷达
什么事都来问我
@@

‘哇’
要我这么惊讶地一叫其实还有点难
除非你的八卦真的很有爆点
例如
谁昨天秘密生了
偷偷结婚了
超出我们这个年纪所能覆盖的范围的八卦
才算是
哇哇叫的八卦

不然哦
净说些没有爆点的所谓新闻
没有价值的新闻
也会让说的那个人慢慢慢慢没有价值


有一句话说得很对
人最难看见的是自己
就在我描述他人的八卦时
我已写了这篇有点‘长舌’的blog

我真的要认真学着点
养好嘴巴


阿门
=)