Tuesday, January 26, 2010

就那几秒

城市的轮廓线
不管是以蓝天白云的天空
还是黑漆漆的夜空
为背景
总好像在向全世界展现她的威严

白天
既是如此高傲
督促着必须辛勤工作的人们
夜晚
却是如此亲和
像摇篮拥抱着我们这些像蚂蚁般小的子民

每次看到这些图片
就自然而然觉得自己很渺小
哈哈

就那几秒

真的会感慨说
既然我们是那么无助
可能会被自己盖的高楼压死
可能会被我们发明的汽车撞死

我们还真的不需要那么执著
凡事量力而为就好
不然到头来
也是
一场空

就那几秒
=)

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出国的朋友回来了
回国的朋友出国了
人来人往
繁忙的机场
也是个好地方
=v=
ding DOng~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

The man who can't be moved


记得朋友告诉我
华语歌没有'oom'的
英文歌比较有'oom'
哈哈

我只知道
if there is a man who is not going to move
when he is waiting for a mere possibility of a nearly impossibility,
there is where romance is.
Haha.
A romance which is not so real in life.

Pampering myself in those English love songs recently
=)


________________________________________________

感觉好像经历了一段岁月
撕了数本的日历
但其实算起来
也没有想象中的'历史悠久'

从不经意的开始
到现在的安稳
为什么
我总觉得那么理所当然?
呵呵

Maybe it's because
-The man who won't be moved-

xDDDDD

Monday, January 11, 2010

不够真诚


每每到新环境
认识新朋友
总抱着期待的心情
然而
总会不时被事实摇醒的那一刻
感到失望

是一种我还不擅形容的感觉
超出场面话的极限



不知怎么地
当我觉得对方不够真诚
深交的念头就会打消

这样总觉得可惜

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


想事情
是一个脑部的活动

然而
这是一个对身心有益的活动
还是
是自残的一种?

想了很久

Monday, December 28, 2009

Summary

Sometimes I wonder, is it that we have to try our best to figure the outcome once we had made a decision, whether it seems good or not?
Or else it just another dilemma that we could not get an satisfied answer?

Back to my life. Yup, ordinary like usual.
Paid a trip to Singapore, a so-called adventure trip because we went there without prior research, Singapore is not a hard place to travel though. Happy but tired, actually I have no ideas why the trip is so tiring.
And I met the kind of taxi driver mentioned in "Taxi Tales".
For the author, taxi drivers are not simple or ordinary, they all are driving philosopher who will have their own point of views and they will always share with their passengers.
The one that I met is a philosopher who major in international relationship, particularly in the relation of Malaysia and Singapore. lol
I'm not going to deny his points which are really true, however it just kinda...swt. Just like the author, she always has her OS in heart when she's listening to the driving philosopher and so do I.

"Uncle, I know you are really nice and sharing these info with us but could you please introduce us more places to visit instead?" lol

The construction in Singapore are architectural and well-designed. Even when you stand on the middle of the road at the middle of the night, I feel that I'm secured.
It's a nice place to visit and before I entered to the cabin, my OS turned to

" I'll be back, S'pore" ;)


Monday, December 7, 2009

It's ending..

Is it that when things are coming to the end, people will eventually get depressed easily?
Even in the season like Christmas which supposed to be joyful and cheerful?

I suddenly realized.
I'm not happy..for a long time, a really long time.
I've already forgotten, when was my laughing that makes me feel crazy.
It's pitiful.
And when I saw my friends' photos, those are what life should be when life is short.

糟糕

生活没有想象中的如意
甚至可以用糟糕来形容

一分,真的是一分而已
我就跟ptptn说了再见
对不起爸妈
我没有能力减轻你们的负担
对不起

至于工作
销售量不好
天时与地利不合
可是
上级要的不是理由不是吗

至于你
常常要你忍受我漂浮不安的情绪
这样的一个女友不也是糟糕吗

搬到暂住的家
上不了网
这个是再糟糕不过的事了



圣诞来了
买了份礼物给自己
这么会花钱
实在是奢侈得不得了

可是原来花钱也是买不到开心的=)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Friends and the City

Kuala Lumpur is such an amazing city where there are really lots kind of people around.
It's much full filled with both locals and exotics.
What would you say?

We have the very 'local' who we called bumiputra;
we have those coming from the Chinese land;
we have those coming from the Indian land;
and of course we have those from elsewhere.
So, the very special thing here is- we all mixed together!
How nice! =)

Recently
one of my best friends seems having a very good time on her job and her life.
I really glad to hear that.
But then, what I really get aroused is her life! LOL
Oh my godness...!!
I have to prepare myself!
Prepared to get some astounded news from her!
Oh my godness!! A French not french fries! LOL
Oh my godness again!
I'd never been thought that any of my friend will hook up with an ang mo~
Although France doesn't give me any good impression,
except the nice and romantic view in Paris .
What I heard about French are arrogant, unfriendly or possibly sometimes they are rude.
But these are not always the cases, right?
The thing is my friend met a French in M'sia!!
Although their prospect is looking dim now, who knows what will happen next, right?
Maybe she'll meet another ang mo..?
Haha.
I think I should stop my own exciting imagination here before she get frustrated. lol

Apart from this,
erm..well, I guess I'd better elaborated my 'friends and the city' series on my next blog post..
It's too long already.

Quote Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City,
"This is what I love about NYC, you'll never know what'll happen next."
For me,
"This is what I love about City, you'll never know what'll happen next."

Need not to go to the far away NYC, in the small and messy KL or elsewhere, you'll definitely find your own enchanted.


I love City; the unknown variables in it which waiting for you to reveal. =D

Ces't la vie!
Santé !

Monday, November 2, 2009

悼念建筑

因为功课需要
在youtube找了911恐怖袭击的短片来看
反复看了多次
没有一次我的心是不震撼的

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4sRi5stG10&feature=fvw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6f9Jpfz1Vo&feature=related



听见人们
从歇斯底里地呐喊
到无助地痛哭悲鸣
叫人怎么不怜悯

短短的数十秒
送走的不是风
是人命
而留下只有灰烬

曼哈顿的夜空从此就这样历史性地改变了
昂昂耸立地大厦

只剩下两束光



再查看资料
原来袭击者不是像我们想象中
来自贫窘的邋遢穷人

个个都是受教育
中产阶级的第二代
甚至多数是在美国土生土长
受美国开放式的教育
照理来说
应该是个懂得是非对错
爱好和平的文明现代人
而且其中很多人都有飞机驾驶执照
原本是大有好为的年轻人
为何会甘愿牺牲自己去完成那所谓的还击?
不明白
______________________________________

Pudu Jail
要拆咯
送走的也不是风
是回忆

虽然我知道的不是很多
也没有进过去
只是那外围的墙
可是受刑的囚犯画的
我觉得很有意义
而且中学那段时间
常常都会经过它
就像是我过去的一部分一样

现实就是会把这一切都摧毁
它坐落在市中心
与金三角是邻居
时间的变迁强烈地投影在它身上
对我来说
这种对比的美感
才是最自然的最有意义地标
有些东西有时候真的
不需要刻意规划营造

又少了一栋有历史的建筑
让我有些为大马惋惜


原来
那些绝望的嘶哄与我这种内心静静地惋惜
就是人们对于建筑物的感情
世界上
真难找到一样没有情感的东西
=)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

依归·归依

这个就是我喜欢感情的地方
不管你在天涯的哪方
时差如何阻拦
那股力量会支撑着你
让你知道迷路了也会有个方向

这是一种力量
不局限于拥有爱情才可以拥有的力量

这股力量
我称之为
依归