Saturday, September 3, 2011

澳洲说


再艳阳的晴天也有吹狂风的时候
就像现在
再冷的夜晚也有暖流吹进屋里的时候
就像昨晚
人也许要活在漂浮不定的情况
才能茁壮成长
至少遇到任何不如意
我都这样告诉自己
也必须这样相信

澳洲说
在澳洲就是要这样过


澳洲说
我们出产白酒
牛奶很是高品质

然后
话说
这瓶东西的后味
有点奶味

Friday, July 8, 2011

要 公主

要或不要的本质
基本上是在于欲望的驱使

身为一个典型的‘现在的女孩子’
也想要很多
要瘦 要美 要才貌双全
最好有过人的才华 有礼貌 有让人称赞不完的好
更好的话还希望自己能家底不错出身好
用的 吃的 买的 看的 都要是好的
还要找到一个很好的人陪伴左右
总结就是要过偶像剧里的生活 做个公主

有一个朋友跟我说‘公主是最高境界’
因为什么都有
她很希望自己是 哈哈
幸好她没有公主病
她的快乐很简单 思想也不麻烦
可是 我总觉得要培养出这样的简单也不是件易事

我有时候很佩服她
因为在某方面
她能做到我无法做到的
简单
好像所有发生在她身上的事情都是很简单
可以很简单被解决 也可以是很简单地发生

也许是因为要很多可是又不想吃亏的个性
我 很难让自己简单
当然有一部分的原因是
被捡到便宜的满足感给蒙蔽
另一部分就是我不想 也有些不相信
事情可以永远那么简单
至少很多事情不可以

对我而言
那些简单 都需要被一股强大的复杂且不确定
在化学作用下成为一个固定方程式
然后重复发生

这样的个性是不可能成为公主
谁看过会为生活而担忧的公主
当然 我也不想 呵呵

其实 说实在
如果能做到像朋友那么简单了当
其实就已经是公主了
至少本质已经是了

Saturday, June 18, 2011

荒废

久违露脸


真的很久


从上一篇人还在美国宿舍房的单人床上把喜欢的歌的词copy


到现在回到舒服的家躺在宽大的双人床上拼凑出我的心情


过程中 我到处流浪 睡了很多不同的的地方 不同的床


可是一样的是我爱荒废的本性


对 难改的本性




也许最近是旅游的季节吧


除了我 身边也有不少朋友出游


看着facebook上一张张的笑脸


站在不同的地方


耸立的大教堂


庄严的故宫


香火鼎盛的庙


都是我曾经很熟悉的脸孔


有一些是随着升学而行远的朋友


一些则是我愧于面对的


那些被荒废掉的友情


对 荒废




因为这些友情并不是被残酷的距离给带走的


而是给时间


我蹉跎掉的时间


我有心无心选择遗弃掉的时间


一点一滴累计至


我忘了也合计不了的时间


给分开


可是怎么样呢?

补救..怎么补呢?

也很狼狈吧

淡忘吗?

我怎么觉得很无情



也许也只能这样

像一对不能继续而分开的情侣

看着照片中笑着的你们

然后心想

希望你们一直都能那么好


:)



Sunday, February 13, 2011

一首歌

S.H.E - NOTHING EVER CHANGES
专辑:美丽新世界

嘿 不要不开心
我不是要离去
只是那来自远方呼唤的声音
要我 去探头看看生命窗外的风景
我去去就来 你别红眼睛
My love
原谅我太好奇
但世界太绮丽
我怎么能不一一去经历
否则我一定会恨死我自己
Nothing ever changes
请快乐等待
等我绕一圈回来
还会是那个爱你的女孩
一样很容易 感动感谢感慨
你给我的爱 我永远爱
My love
要不是你给我
那巨大的勇气
我怎么会这样相信我可以
随着 梦想留下美丽的足迹
串成了故事 带回来送你
我答应你
等我看够美景 就回来
交给你一颗更丰富的心

__________________________

Nothing much just a song,
a song that tell my feeling and story.
希望30圈回来
还是那个爱你的女孩
I wish.
*heart*
:)

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Charmaine in the Americano-land

Time flies.
I have been staying in the States for one month.
Everything works fine and I've already get used to the life here.
I'm good at accommodating myself, just as usual.
xD

Even this is a small town,
everything is well developed but the bus route is a little confusing.
So, even I'm a walking GPS in Malaysia,
I just get malfunction here.

these are the bus routes for ONLY this town

I like this place and its tranquility.
However, just like every town and city in the world,
jerk is always around.
And just like her(US) portrayal in the movies,
this is totally a drama land.
You'll never know who you'll meet at the next corner,
maybe a bus driver who at your father's age asks you out for dinner;
maybe two drunken guys who verbally harassed and tail you for a distance;
or maybe a fruit might hit your forehead when you on your way back from lunch.

Mummy and daddy kinda want me to stay here for my course.
Since I'm really like the environment,
and in term of living cost, this place is lower than Melbourne,
so, I'll seriously think about it.
Yet, my COOLs are all at Australia :(
Well, maybe I can exchange to Aus..?
Haha.

It's Chinese New Year now,
miss my family and friends.
This is my first not at home CNY.
I scarify a lot to come to the States,
not only CNY but also my annual trip with my SPT.
Therefore,
I will really train myself be a better girl and person here.
I will gather pocketful of experience that worth for all my scarified.

*Heart* <3>

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I have a dream

Today (17/1) was public holiday in the States
-Martin Lurther King Jr.'s day.
He was the founder of dreamer I would say
as his famous line was
'I HAVE A DREAM'

One of my friends here asked 'what to do on MKL's day' on twitter
she got a reply said 'DREAM'
lol
haha.

Every American has a dream, I assume.
So, do you?

Do you?

By the way
I love this piece from Yiruma.
He is my love.

Friday, January 14, 2011

梦想起飞


终于终于
出国留学梦不再是梦
千里迢迢到13个小时时差、24小时远的国度
是完全不在我原先的计划里的一步
是我从来没有想过自己会到的国家

可是你知道吗?
当梦想起飞
我并没有现象中的兴奋
朋友问说 这不是你想要的吗?
是啊,而且这只是我的第一步!

但是
当我还来不及完全相信我做到了
我就已经在
流着眼泪
拎着行李
离开家人
独自飞行24+小时
在这个梦想国
在我梦寐以求的大学校园环境
呼吸着
漫步着
生活着

感觉就像活在梦里那样
那么的不真实
那么的抓不着
我得到了
可是那又怎样

梦想起飞的时候
想起的反而是平时在我身边的一切和留下来

哈哈
这里其实没有不好
我也没有什么不好
只是 家 永远是天堂
<3

Monday, December 20, 2010

Dreamy land


Yesterday I went to office with my mummy to rescue my collapsed face.
FYI, my mummy used to be a beautician and she is a part-timer beautician now.
After that, we went to Tesco to restore groceries and food.
On our way from office to Tesco
I saw this


The very Korean-style-decorated coffee house caught my eyes.
And it's written
Korean food Hotdog and Coffee
A huge Korean food fans like me will definitely wanna give a try
and I'd immediately listed it as my
'MUST visit before leaving No.1'

Then
~~DaDang~~


There we are.
haha.

The coffee house, or should call restaurant is offering both Korean food and Hotdog,
and of course some pastries.
Apparently, this very Korean coffee house is operating by a pair Korean father and son.
They are very nice and friendly by offering me some more side dishes when
the father saw I was almost finishing the side dishes and I haven't finished my meal.
:)

Some pics of the food and pastries that we ordered.

Moji and Choux Cream Puff.
The puff was super nice!

My Kimchi soup.
This was my first time on trying Kimchi soup cooked with calms and tuna.
Ok but not spicy enough.

His Kimchi fried rice.
Doesn't meet his taste but mine.

The side dishes.
Love them!

There are varieties of hotdog offered and it said that the hotdog and its bread are handmade
so I assume their signature food is HOTDOG!
which I did not manage to try on this visit so save it for the coming one.
hehe.

Anyway,
this coffee house looks so dreamy right :D
It's called B-station,
located at Ampang, WaterFront (if I'm not mistaken the place),
near Korean Stone BBQ.

Go and try, and you'll love it!
:)

Friday, December 10, 2010

The M.A.C world

Ooopss!
It's been awhile.
How are you guys doing?

FYI, this is a random post to keep my blog updated.

I've entered the M.A.C world, not the Apple Mac by the way.


The M.A.C world

Last Saturday my aunt came to my house with 2 bags of M.A.C cosmetics.
As you see above, these are the cosmetics that she gave me.
Yes, G.A.V.E aka F.O.C
Another bag of cosmetics is for my cousin.
I wonder when can I finish all these, especially most of them are eye shadow.
F.Y.I, I don't know how to use eye shadow.

By the way, I love the blusher very very very very very much!
So natural.
:)
Hopes everyone is doing real well.

The poor quality of my camera makes me feel terrible.
:<
When can I get my Samsung EX1..?

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Grand Returning

Heeeellllloha bloggiersss!
I'm finally back to the bloggier land.

Oh yeah
Obviously
I'm survived from the 'word limits' land
but I was sad and worried
because I did a stupid and serious mistake in my most 'major' essay
(FYI, that paper cost me 60% of the unit)
What I can do now is pray super hard and hope my lecture won't fail me.
(FYI again, she is very strict and taking that paper very serious)
And I really need/appreciate you guys crossed fingerrrsss for me
=((

Putting the never ended story aside
let's move on to something more hipppppy.

The kampung boy gave me the surprise gift already

An Ipod Touch 4G

Fish Eye effect
Now I know why everytime I approach to aquarium,
those fishes will drift away instantly,
looks abit scary I mean for fishes.

I have to admit, he was right, I like this very much
and I have to say this gadget is very useful if you use it correctly
I have downloaded some apps for improving language,
hope things will work out.
Anyway, Apple/Mac is not a user-friendly device,
you need to learn from the start for every little single thing.
But the feeling of have a touch of high-tech is amazing though.

After I left the words limit land,
life is dull and empty.
I hate this kind of feeling
and
I believe everyone of us has gone through this before.
Waiting for my gang to finish their finals to go for a little trip.
So many places I wanna visit to before I leave the Truly Asia land.

Where am I going?
That's the secret I'll never tell..now!

xD
By the way, I love GossipGirl!
Guess because I'm one of those gossip girlsss in the world.
Hahahahha.
Take care from now and before we meet again.
Au revoir!