Summary

Sometimes I wonder, is it that we have to try our best to figure the outcome once we had made a decision, whether it seems good or not?
Or else it just another dilemma that we could not get an satisfied answer?

Back to my life. Yup, ordinary like usual.
Paid a trip to Singapore, a so-called adventure trip because we went there without prior research, Singapore is not a hard place to travel though. Happy but tired, actually I have no ideas why the trip is so tiring.
And I met the kind of taxi driver mentioned in "Taxi Tales".
For the author, taxi drivers are not simple or ordinary, they all are driving philosopher who will have their own point of views and they will always share with their passengers.
The one that I met is a philosopher who major in international relationship, particularly in the relation of Malaysia and Singapore. lol
I'm not going to deny his points which are really true, however it just kinda...swt. Just like the author, she always has her OS in heart when she's listening to the driving philosopher and so do I.

"Uncle, I know you are really nice and sharing these info with us but could you please introduce us more places to visit instead?" lol

The construction in Singapore are architectural and well-designed. Even when you stand on the middle of the road at the middle of the night, I feel that I'm secured.
It's a nice place to visit and before I entered to the cabin, my OS turned to

" I'll be back, S'pore" ;)

It's ending..

Is it that when things are coming to the end, people will eventually get depressed easily?
Even in the season like Christmas which supposed to be joyful and cheerful?

I suddenly realized.
I'm not happy..for a long time, a really long time.
I've already forgotten, when was my laughing that makes me feel crazy.
It's pitiful.
And when I saw my friends' photos, those are what life should be when life is short.

糟糕

生活没有想象中的如意
甚至可以用糟糕来形容

一分，真的是一分而已
我就跟ptptn说了再见
对不起爸妈
我没有能力减轻你们的负担
对不起

至于工作
销售量不好
天时与地利不合
可是
上级要的不是理由不是吗

至于你
常常要你忍受我漂浮不安的情绪
这样的一个女友不也是糟糕吗

搬到暂住的家
上不了网
这个是再糟糕不过的事了



圣诞来了
买了份礼物给自己
这么会花钱
实在是奢侈得不得了

可是原来花钱也是买不到开心的=)

Friends and the City

Kuala Lumpur is such an amazing city where there are really lots kind of people around.

It's much full filled with both locals and exotics.

What would you say?

We have the very 'local' who we called bumiputra;

we have those coming from the Chinese land;

we have those coming from the Indian land;

and of course we have those from elsewhere.

So, the very special thing here is- we all mixed together!

How nice! =)

Recently

one of my best friends seems having a very good time on her job and her life.

I really glad to hear that.

But then, what I really get aroused is her life! LOL

Oh my godness...!!

I have to prepare myself!

Prepared to get some astounded news from her!

Oh my godness!! A French not french fries! LOL

Oh my godness again!

I'd never been thought that any of my friend will hook up with an ang mo~

Although France doesn't give me any good impression,

except the nice and romantic view in Paris .

What I heard about French are arrogant, unfriendly or possibly sometimes they are rude.

But these are not always the cases, right?

The thing is my friend met a French in M'sia!!

Although their prospect is looking dim now, who knows what will happen next, right?

Maybe she'll meet another ang mo..?

Haha.

I think I should stop my own exciting imagination here before she get frustrated. lol

Apart from this,

erm..well, I guess I'd better elaborated my 'friends and the city' series on my next blog post..

It's too long already.

Quote Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City,

"This is what I love about NYC, you'll never know what'll happen next."

For me,

"This is what I love about City, you'll never know what'll happen next."

Need not to go to the far away NYC, in the small and messy KL or elsewhere, you'll definitely find your own enchanted.

I love City; the unknown variables in it which waiting for you to reveal. =D

Ces't la vie!

Santé !

悼念建筑

因为功课需要
在youtube找了911恐怖袭击的短片来看
反复看了多次
没有一次我的心是不震撼的

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4sRi5stG10&feature=fvw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6f9Jpfz1Vo&feature=related


听见人们
从歇斯底里地呐喊
到无助地痛哭悲鸣
叫人怎么不怜悯

短短的数十秒
送走的不是风
是人命
而留下只有灰烬

曼哈顿的夜空从此就这样历史性地改变了
昂昂耸立地大厦

只剩下两束光

再查看资料
原来袭击者不是像我们想象中
来自贫窘的邋遢穷人

个个都是受教育
中产阶级的第二代
甚至多数是在美国土生土长
受美国开放式的教育
照理来说
应该是个懂得是非对错
爱好和平的文明现代人
而且其中很多人都有飞机驾驶执照
原本是大有好为的年轻人
为何会甘愿牺牲自己去完成那所谓的还击?
不明白
______________________________________

Pudu Jail
要拆咯
送走的也不是风
是回忆

虽然我知道的不是很多
也没有进过去
只是那外围的墙
可是受刑的囚犯画的
我觉得很有意义
而且中学那段时间
常常都会经过它
就像是我过去的一部分一样

现实就是会把这一切都摧毁
它坐落在市中心
与金三角是邻居
时间的变迁强烈地投影在它身上
对我来说
这种对比的美感
才是最自然的最有意义地标
有些东西有时候真的
不需要刻意规划营造

又少了一栋有历史的建筑
让我有些为大马惋惜


原来
那些绝望的嘶哄与我这种内心静静地惋惜
就是人们对于建筑物的感情
世界上
真难找到一样没有情感的东西
=)

依归·归依

这个就是我喜欢感情的地方
不管你在天涯的哪方
时差如何阻拦
那股力量会支撑着你
让你知道迷路了也会有个方向

这是一种力量
不局限于拥有爱情才可以拥有的力量

这股力量
我称之为
依归

Time @ Final Countdown

Time flies.
Time and tide wait for no man.
And finally, it's time to have final exam.
I don't know what can I do in this very last minutes.
Currently, I'm in final countdown-ing.
My 1st paper, the very adorable Psychology, will be held in this coming Friday, after lunch,1.30pm.
Will it be a lovely Friday's afternoon? HOPE SO.

I wonder why before and after exam, students are always surrounded by the feelings of guilty, regret and the always unsolved questions.
'I should have started earlier' ' I should have on schedule'
'why i'm this lazy' 'why why WHY'...blah blah blah..
Why don't we bear these questions and feelings on mind and avoid ourself trapping into the muddy time's trap again?
Why we always choose to stay in the revolving door- keep repeating 'the final tragedy'?
Of course, I'm always is one of those typical students, seems like I kena cursed.
It's a good time to ask myself, 'why'.

After all these craps, back to reality...
1 and 1/2 days more..
Wish me LUCK!
Wish you all LUCK too.

Brave to live in Reality

I like my friends who always means both teacher and friend to me.Unfortunately, not everyone could own that position in my heart.Yet, once you owned that position, it's quite hard for me to sack you away. xD

In my last post, he said living in the past will make us vulnerable.True. I know that.
Meanwhile, I realize that I'm not brave enough to stay brave and strong.Hence, I'm not good enough to achieve what a stronger could achieve.Ironically, being a stronger is what I wanna to be.
I do set goals, and I really put some efforts to achieve them.Although the results are not satisfying, due to the reason that the insufficient efforts,but at least I do try, unlike in the past, keep nagging and do nothing.I promise myself to do better in the coming future.

I hope I can live in reality, as strong as you all.But the loneliness that I felt sometimes, killing me softly and demolishing what I have done.It's regrettable, but I have to admit that I'm as brave/ tough as I thought.

Fortunately, I still have you guys.
Right? =)

Don't worry, I'll really try to be brave to live in reality.Reality is harsh, vulnerable me will try, really really do try.

1st step is, coping with loneliness!

Wish me Luck! xD
And thanks~everyone~in my life~

统考 · 学期考

这是去年的这个时候
我在书轩
让眼镜与商业课本合照的画面

今天来到这里
人一样不多
服务一样周到
冷气还是一样冷
饮料还是一样浓稀参半

只是我的眼镜
不能只是跟一本课本合照
它必须与更多的东西去描绘去
现在的我
还有我们

更厚的课本
但却少了战友的陪伴

一起熬夜
一起准备明天的测验
已经变成
独自熬夜
独自准备明天的测验

手机也不会在深夜
收到战友的一封 '进展如何?' 信息
更没有互相叫对方起身的来电

今天的书轩
也有不少人在准备统考
就像我们去年这段时间一样

该死的
让我想起
我去年的生活
就很自然的
好怀念

好想待在书轩到傍晚
然后到isetan去抢购半价便当
明天带去学校吃

可是
该死的laptop
我害怕走在不完全安全也不完全危险的金三角时
要跟它说再见

成长的代价
就是
我不能再抢购半价便当??
哈
_____________________________________

回忆
为何总是那么美好

纵使
那段时间
是那么难挨过

如果让回忆继续在脑里翩翩起舞
我也好想在毕业晚会
好好地
再一次
牵着朋友们的手
胡乱地再跳一次
然后
又再一次
看着友人点放的烟火
多么美丽
多么灿烂

=)

哇哇叫

哈哈
我的生活
总是跟是非挂钩
其实也不是什么新东西
只是最近回顾了这段时间的生活
然后
拖到现在才来写而已

'哇'
惊讶地一叫或两叫
总是在某个八卦后出现
哈哈

八卦、是非
这是我们的天性吗?
如果是
我觉得也跟我们的外表一样
有显性基因和隐性基因之分

有些人静静的
可是
储藏室里有很多不为人知的‘好料’
有些人很聒噪
叽叽喳喳
可是说来说去也还不是那两样
在这种情况中
我会假设
他/她只是在套我的资料
哈哈

可是哦
其实我并没有很八卦
只是八卦会找上门
然后
可能是我的组织能力还不错
就能把A说的
跟B说的连一连
然后大家就觉得我是雷达
什么事都来问我
@@

‘哇’
要我这么惊讶地一叫其实还有点难
除非你的八卦真的很有爆点
例如
谁昨天秘密生了
偷偷结婚了
超出我们这个年纪所能覆盖的范围的八卦
才算是
哇哇叫的八卦

不然哦
净说些没有爆点的所谓新闻
没有价值的新闻
也会让说的那个人慢慢慢慢没有价值


有一句话说得很对
人最难看见的是自己
就在我描述他人的八卦时
我已写了这篇有点‘长舌’的blog

我真的要认真学着点
养好嘴巴


阿门
=)